Let's begin my story

One of the character-Ah Rain keeps on remind me 1 person- Chee Wai..really look alike especially his act..Lol..Chee Wai might kill me if he sees this. haha
This is my one of the favourite scene in the movie!

After finish watching movie, we go to shopping lo..
I thought I can met Chee Wai there after the movie..but..both of us also make a mistake- that both of us rupa-rupanya watch different movie at different place..
Haiz..that's mean both of us IMPOSSIBLE to meet each other..=.=
It is the funniest point for me for today

I'm quite happy for this outing with Samsam
as i managed to buy some stuffs that I needed quite emergency
I bought myself a goggle, a pitch pipe( though this 2 things I actually quite seldom can use them)..and 2 pancakes!!( Hmm..i'm hungry)

Tomorrow will be a busy day for me and Aman!
Swimming, shopping and driving!
Lol..enjoy life! Gonna meet Aman few times within a week..lol

Tragedies seemed like happen everyday..
First is a catastrophic 7.0 magnitude earthquake strikes Port-au-Prince, killing up to 200,000 people and devastating the capital
Then now-Dragon boat tragedy scene which took the lives of five Chung Ling High School students and a teacher
When I saw the news about the dragon boat tragedy
Parents were crying furiously for thier children who are passed away
I felf sour...
Wondering will it happen to me too one day..Not suppose to think about that..I just will make my parents sad..sorry
Reading Jodi Picolt's 19 Minutes recently
" If you gave someone your heart and they died, did they take it with them? Did you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?"-by Jodi Picoult
I read this quote again and again
Think about it..it really meaningful..

Had a short discussion with friends kat msn ytd night
she said she felt boring when she keeps on doing the same thing everyday- for example working
Well, for this point..I really think it's based on your prospective only- i mean the mind you are thinking about it
Actually by helping my dad, I think it's really quite fun cuz can actually learn different things every day as I can see different ppl everyday
For example, the funny hawker who stand in front of me today at Kg. Tawas there..lol..he really SS(syok sendiri) lo..
He was promoting his products there..saying wat today got wat special promotion only for today jek( aiyo..tipu punya lah)..then hor..he played a old song by using his mike after he finished his speech..(I really wanna laugh out loud that moment lo..cuz have a feel like kena zha dou)..After the song is finished..he continued saying that: Haha..the song is finished, let me continued talk about the products again..blablabla..then he continued play other song again..=.=
And I saw him danced at there when the music is being played..omg...

Another experience for today is I drove myself there..lol
really syok when you're driving fast sendiri
Anyway I felt quite nervous when I'm finding parking place at pasar there..(I actually dun like parked my car by myself)
I really feel paisei lo..when i found a place tat not really good for me
it's too sempit..and an uncle and his children are starring at me dgn susah payah when i'm trying to get down from my car..
What lah them @'.'@* muka shy lah*

Today can get back home earlier..this make me quite happy about that
However..I have to wait for my lunch back till 5pm..omg..i'm starving that time..
Finally my lunch become dinner..good.

During this afternoon, Kc called me
He asked me to fetch him at Ming Kok there cuz he can't find his motor..
I really feel shocked when I heard it
However I din go for him at last cuz he called me again and told me that he found his motor dy
Relieved..
Haha..actually I felt quite happy when I received call from my friend who needs my help
That's mean I really can help him or her..
These days..I really feel emo about myself..always thinking that am I useless..where's my friends...
Kc's calls make me feel better. Thanks!

Finally, I had prepared some CNY cards during this afternoon
and I decided to send it out tomorrow
Sincerely hope my friends who receive the cards will like it!! =)
I already received a card from Adrian(though a bit earlier as he went to Genting work jor..)..Really feel sweet in heart. thx guy!

This book I have been found it for about 3 months already
Anyway I still hestitate for a while when i find it in MPH today
because it's really costly- RM39.90..T.T my 2 days working's salary
I have making no choice..just have to buy it when I heard that it was the only copy in MPH..sigh..
everyone seem to be busy buying new clothes and shoes for the CNY
but I had used the money to buy novel..sigh..what am I doing?!!
I haven't buy any new clothes or shoes at this moment...though I already have a few choices in my mind-buying a pair of high heel, a short jean and a short dress.
Wanna shoot out loud lah!!!
Who can accompany me buying these stuffs- I want them seriously!!haiz
And..since I already spent some money on books
In case to save more my money..I have to postpone my starbuck plan again..
T.T .... I dunwan this happen de...but no choice..poor fellow..

KarKar is coming back within 3 days
That's mean I have to spend a lots next week
In case, be prepared for the money ...lol
cuz when he's back that time..it will be my outing time again
I such a super crazy =.=

Today dah ajak Lik Ye and Aman go cheong K together at parade there
Lol..cuz really long time din cum out togehter le..haha
As usual..I'm still the earliest to reach there
Then followed by Lik Ye..
At 1pm, stand in front of the kbox
thinking of that is too boring for just 3 of us cheong k only
then I mai call Vix and Lik Ye calls Curly to join us..
Lol..finally 3 gals 2 boys
Curly laughing at us open an english concert
Really too bad Aman has to leave early..if not really have much fun with her
Anyway I really enjoy this outing this time..hehe
After we finish our cheong k, we go to the ground floor
Lol..Vix-san stopped by a digi salegirl..haha..
Me n Lik Ye skipped away..bleh..sorry lo
He asked to fill up about the insurance..it's free.
For fun, Curly also registered 1 jor..haha









Tonite they gonna to help Kel to celebrate his birthday( Kel's b'day is on tomorrow)
Too bad I can't join them..too far...
Anyway I'm willingly to share on Kel's b'day gift
Hehe..Enjoy your day well, Kelvin!

Finally recover from my sickness!
Sicked for 5 days really make me so hate the medicines.
Anyway today at least I can say sayonara to the doctor and medicine.
It's really make me so happy XD
My brother goes to Genting to work today
Well, hope he can take care himself well at there and wun make so much of troubles lah.
Waiting excitedly for tmr!
It's my 1st day outing after I recover! Yeah!Enjoy!
*muka tak mao rotten at home though I had helped my dad working*

I read an article from my friend's note at FB there
It's so meaningful. Wanna share it here. Hope she won't mind...good things must share together mah =P
选择爱，不如选择被爱
献给所有得到过所爱却又失去所爱的人，给从未得到所爱的人，给因为仍旧爱着，于是选择自欺欺人的人。这，是一面镜子，勇敢面对，勇敢放弃，勇敢重新开始

当他不爱你的时候，无论过去他是否爱过后来却忘了，又或者是否是从未爱过。当你无法成为他心里的那个人的时候，他的心便不会记得你。虽然他知道你深爱他，但他宁可选择装作是不知道

当他不爱你的时候，请不要在你不开心，或者是遇到麻烦而彷徨的时候去打搅他。他那儿绝对不是你此刻应该的去处。也许他会在接到你的电话的时候，淡淡地安慰你几句，却也仅此而已。也许你会再想要一点什么，于是说：“我们见面吧。”而他肯定心有烦躁了。当他不爱你的时候，你的爱，你的人，就会显得廉价许多。你占了下风，这是人的本性。他会说：“好，不过我现在有点事情。晚点的时候你再给我电话吧。或者我给你电话也可以。”而你这时千万不要当真，他只是找了个不是很高明的理由来搪塞你。请，不要真的去等，不要骗自己
当他不爱你的时候，请不要与他讲你的琐事，也许此刻，你不过是希望让彼此更熟悉一些。只是，他却无暇更是没有兴趣去了解你，你的生活，你的过去，你的长处短处与他又何干？即使讲了。他也很快会忘记的，就如他忘记你的生日，你的地址，你的电话一样。没有爱，于是你注定挤不进他的生命。即使，你要的哪怕只是一个很小很小的角落

当他不爱你的时候，请不要在他的面前流眼泪，不要在生病的时候告诉他。他无法给予你照顾和关心。至多是同情一下，而，请骄傲的你，不要放弃本来属于你的骄傲。虽然太多的人，在爱的面前丢失了太多。连站起来的勇气都没有。何来骄傲？只是，要记得，只有爱自己的人，才可以真正的去疼惜你。而不是，旁观的同情。怜悯。
当他不爱你的时候，你的爱便是他的负担。请不要去计算自己的付出，不要希望有什么回报。爱着不爱自己的人，本身便是没有回报的。不要计较对与错。这样会快乐些。要记住，你与他之间的爱，是单方面的，你用心，他无心。所以，也不要怪他。因为也许他也想做好一些。对你不要那样的冷漠。知识，爱一个人，对一个人好。本来就是一种本能。对不起，他没有这样的本能。

当他不爱你的时候，请不要失去自己的自信。因为爱一个人，并非他的优秀，而只是一种感觉。他让你有这样的感觉，于是你爱他。同样，他不爱你，也并非你不优秀。优秀，不是爱的理由。看看还有那么多爱自己的人，淡淡地微笑一下，也是异样甜美的。

当他不爱你的时候，关于离去。他失去的是一个爱他的人，而你失去了一个不爱你的人，却得到了一个重新生活，重新去爱的机会。

当他不再爱你的时候，亲爱的，请你深深呼吸，一生的路上，铺满了爱的花蕾，总有那么一朵属于你，不是安慰你。而是，这是生生世世早已经注定的。相信我!

找个你爱的却不爱你的人去生活，你身体很累，也很沮丧，因为无论你怎样奋斗，她都不会全心的欣赏和疼爱你；找个爱你的你又不爱的人在一起，即使她再努力，你都不愿意争取一分一秒停留在家里的时间，于是你成了一个在生活里馄饨度日的人。与此这样，为什么不执著的去找一个爱你的你爱的人呢？相信那句古老的托词，世界很大，终有一个适合于你，只不过需要你的耐心和信心！

When I'm walking around the garden of my house
(Oops..i not suppose to walk outside since my sickness hvn't recover yet and I just come back from seeing doctor)
Anyway, the blowing wind brings the fresh grasses' smell toward me
It remind me some old memory
The memory when I was still a scout in my secondary school
Going gatherings/campire together with my scout friends
Dance non-stop when the music started
Shouted till all of us also no voice
LOL..short memory of 1 part becoming a scout =)













We are the AJK of 06/07 =)






I'm so glad
I finally get back my contact with my scout's shifu again yesterday
(Seem like I lost his contact about 2 years..feel sorry to him..cuz I actually dunno he already changed his contact number)
Luckily I got his new number yesterday and yet he still remeber me!
It made me so happy!
Discussed about the toilet mini gadget with him (Cuz I heard from my member that he wanted take back)
Finally came to a conclusion-that he let me do the decision about the gadget.
Hehe..my shifu really nice lah!
He said the mini gadget actually is already a gift for me few years ago..
Make me really so touch to hear it >.<、
Thanks!!muaks!
We chatted until 12am via sms..
Lol..keep in touch. =)

Go pc fair just now
Buy some pc stuffs- CD 50pcs and a 8Gb pendrive
Take a lots of flyers at there cuz need to do some research about the notebook before I buy macbook
There's one thing make me laugh out loud when i'm buying the pendrive
When I'm ordering a 8Gb pendrive, I hear a uncle said:"1Gb pendrive I already save a lots of things..8Gbs'..geh..how to use it.."then he jao walks away le..
haha..really funny lo..1 GBs for me is really only can save little of things lo..2 videos already used up all the memory of the pendrive..even 4Gbs also not even for me..I hope this time 8Gbs is enough to me for temporarily..
Actually I would like to buy an external hard disk...500Gbs for RM288..
But I really no money lah..maybe next time bah..
Now I wonder..hehe..if the uncle heard me that I wan to buy a hard disk, what would he respond leh..
Actually it's just a small case..lol
uncle really uncle..haha

Haiz..ate medicine for a whole day
Full of the medicine's smell now..really don't like it..
Can I say HELP?

High fever since yesterday midnight..
wake up at 4am to take my mum's medicine as she also have fever and saw the doctor jor..
Better a bit when i wake ip at 6am..
But really feel a bit of headache since I actually din sleep for a whole night
Then hor..i need to work for my dad at Menglembu..
Feeling no well whole morning..vomit for twice
Fever again this afternoon..and now still hvn't recover
And I have to eat bread only for this whole day till my sickness recover..
Suprised to hear that my sis also fever too when she backs from school
Lol..that's mean there are 3 ppl fell in sick jor in my family

Haiz, i really hate the feeling of sick!
and i din see doctor yet since my mum asked me take her or my sis's medicine =.=

*Hope recover soon!
so bad can't go pasar malam tonite le...T.T

quite like this korean drama, watch it about 3 times le..though seem like a bit childish( my mum always scold me and my sis why so like this drama so much XP)
My favourite actor in this drama-Kim Hyun-joong as Yoon Ji Hoo.

Finally thx Vix borrowed some animes to me..
Haiz..I still feel bring after finish all the dvds..who can lend me something more new dvds?

(I hope I won't become a couch potato these day T.T)

Helping my dad to work at Chemor today
Thinking my friends who are going to Genting to work too
I get RM20per day for helping my dad
But my heart dunno why still feel a bit of sad...maybe i'm not satisfied with something
I hope i can earn some working experience by myself just like my friends and my brother
I hope I can earn more money too during this holiday too for the preparation to go to Uni and buy myself some stuffs like mp3 or handphone
Do you think i'm greedy? maybe
Or maybe I can think positively..hehe
After these holiday, I might have less chance to help my dad already
After these holiday, I might have less chance to see my parents
During these holiday, I have more time to learn to cook or some course after helping my dad( my dad just work until noon)
During these holiday, I have more time to rest and read my novels too cuz no OT
During these holiday, I can do more my duties as a daughter..=)
Blablabla..
learn to think positively
learn to think about the karma
Be nice and be happy =)

We played Monopoly Duel while waiting for the time to pass

Hmm..we had give a suprise to Tantat
We asked the stage singers to sing birthday song to him
It's really funny that time when Tantat in blur blur condition and asked us:who's birthday oh?
Tantat got a small gift from Station 1

Cake of him after we pushed his face on the cake.( Kesian the cake T^T)
Anyway his cup( his gift) broken when we were trying to play prank on him..Too bad..
Finally I had a new mission for this month- repair the broken cup ears
T.T dun misund oh..not me broke the cup de...

Busy taking pictures before left Station 1

Me and Kel busy counting on the bils!!

For those who go to work in Genting soon
GOOD LUCK and GAMBATEH
Miss you all always!

有一种朋友,我想那是一种介乎于爱情与友情之间的感情，你会在偶尔的一时间默默地想念他，想起他时，心里暖暖的，有一份美好，有一份感动。在忧愁和烦恼的时候，你会想起他，你很希望他能在你的身边，给你安慰，给你理解，而你却从没有向他倾诉，你怕属于自己的那份忧伤会妨碍他平静的生活。

你会因为一首歌曲，一种颜色，想起他，想起他的真挚，想起他的执着，想起他那曾经一起经历过的风风雨雨。因为有了这样一个朋友，你会更加珍惜自己的生命，热爱自己的生活，因为你知道他希望你过的很好，他希望你能好好的照顾自己，再见面时，他希望你能告诉他你很幸福。
那些世俗的观念，在你的心中，因为他的存在而变的苍白无力，你只是在心底深处为这个人设置了一处小小的空间，静静地固守着那份美好的回忆，从一开始你就知道，在你们之间不会有什么爱情，似乎谈起爱情就亵渎了这份情感，这只能是一种友情。这到底是怎么一回事呢？你想了许多年，却始终没有头绪。

你们很少联络，在这长长的一生中，你门相聚的时光也许只有几万分之一，但是在彼此的心中都保留了一份惦念，一份嘱咐，就算他去到天涯海角，就算过了许多许多年，就算再见面时，早已是人非物亦非了，你仍然回那样深刻的记着这样一个人，这已经足够了。

生活有时候平静的会向一口枯井，也许你也会掉进这口枯井里去，也许你没有什么天荒地老、海枯石烂的爱情，也许华发早生、满鬓苍白，但是有了这样的一位朋友，在你的生命中就会有些许涟漪，些许色彩，你想着他。默默的记起他，也许此生此世都不会忘记了。

你很感激在这个世界上，有这样的一个人，他不在你的身边，他也并没有为你做些什么，你却希望，他会过的很好，长命百岁，子孙满堂，幸福安康……

你也很高兴有过那样的一份感情，纯净而又绵长，在这纷繁复杂的人世中，有这样的一个朋友，值得你去祝福，去思念……

Many things had happend in year 2009
including all the good and bad

For the GOOD
*Having good friends (including old and new)..hope our friendship will last long
(specially thank for Aman, Karkar, Lik Ye, Tiff, TanTat, Michelle, Jee Yen, Sook Yi, Vix, my buddies etc etc- accompany me when I need yr help)
*See clear (someone's characteristic) through many evidential happenings
*Learn to face the realistic, the tension, the warmhearted of friends during the form six life
*Met Ah Jie- really learn a lots of things from her
*Met Mr.Mahendren and Cikgu..nice pa teacher( I hope i wun make them disappointed)
*Learn to enjoy and relax at the suitable time
(Try new things that i din do it before)
*Read more english novels (influenced by the novel gang)
*Learn to release something though it's not very success
*Learn to love myself more
*Having a chance to become president of Art Club and having nice VP like Chee Wai, nice members like Zhuang, Chung, Moon..and the most important person- my teacher advisor, Pn.Faridah who helps us a lots and teach us something new
*Having a chance to do the stuffs i like in the school like decorating

For the BAD
*become a cry baby at some time and I hate this kind of feel
(Anyway I won't let it happen to me anymore!)
*Meet some teachers which are not really good( lol..thanks god, still can learn something from them)
*Heart-hurted (waiting for recover..by the passing time)
*Still can't control my temper so well (really feel sorry for my friends and family..I'm sorry)
*Less contact with my bro, Methyl...haiz..not i din miss him dy oh..

Time passed
2009 ends and comes 2010
Whether the happenings is good or bad
They are just part of our life
The most important is we must remember what we learnt form the mistakes we made
Learn whatever you can..especially forgive and love
Gambateh for the new year- 2010!

Fireworks at exactly 12am! WOW..really fabulous
(I thought I won't see any fireworks this year since Kaka said the govn wants to cut cost.LOL)
Then we play the party item( pops, wisel) outside the cafe..=.=haha

Stay until 1.30am
Before we leave, we took the last pic =)

Nice memory..of the last day of 2009
Reach my home at 2am (so scare my dad will lock the door and i have to sleep outside the house..haha)
Fortunately my dad sleeps already
Cafein in latte make me can't sleep..wait until 3am only can force myself to sleep
Haiz..the next day I have to work..Headache le..T.T

Ohya before last
My Yoohee here to say Happy New Year to all of you

Have a whole new year!! Good luck!