中秋节 2014

Monday, September 8, 2014 9:23 PM Posted by Courney Chong 0 comments
八月十五,暨中秋节
是喜庆的日子吧!因为月圆,人圆,家也圆
圆的意思就是团圆
可是,今年中秋又落在星期一了第四年没回家与家人过中秋了

中秋前几天,他说有他陪我过中秋。
这句话窝暖我的心
虽然表面没表达什么,打从心里真的有点感动
心里也有些期待 因为想到是第三个月了!

今天中秋了,信息问我要去他家吗
心里有点嘀咕了之前不是答应了吗怎么还问...
刚巧公事上有点东西做
快快做完,快快回家,想着待会儿就能见面吧信息就耽搁了
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他说他回到家
问我为何不早说
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我想念嫲嫲煮的大餐了
想念大学与室友姐妹们在月下品茶的日子了
不知怎么的就哭了
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哭了 他打来了
可是 嘴上又解释不了
他气了 说了一些负气话
可我 负面情绪还在 负面话不知不觉也说多了
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明明是好日子
明明满心喜悦
最后却不欢了

好吧。 写完自己负面情绪了。
久违的post 竟然酱负面真的不该!
让我分享下好东西吧!


看图咯!!
这些灯笼超炫吧!
自制的哩!
妈妈那边的艺术细胞真的是不赖的呢。hehe

中秋节快乐!

前男友

Thursday, April 24, 2014 5:01 PM Posted by Courney Chong 0 comments
虽说我很少做过让自己后悔的事,但若做了,再后悔,我也会面对它,不让其重犯。
那天,我跟我蓝颜说:我发誓我再也不会跟他单独出去了,一次的经验就够了。
蓝颜问我: 重见过后,心里印象如何?
我给了个手式,蓝颜满足点头的笑了。我知道他会支持我的决定的,一向如此。

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男友,一个对你性格爱好极为了解你的人,也是爱着你的人
分手后,前男友,即变为最熟悉的陌生人

那天的一日游,让我发现了:
1. 他很无赖。无赖到让我拿他没办法。
2. 他问:你以后的打算如何?难道就像一直换公司吗?
    听到这儿,我心里一沉,沉默。谢谢Hean 帮我解围。
3. 他比我更了解我爸

很多人应该觉得不可思议,怎么我还能跟Ex出去呢?!
这是我给我自己的一个试验,让我自己更明白一些事情:
1. 虽说他曾经是最了解我的人,甚至也懂我家人,可是随着时间环境变迁,人是会变的。双方已有所改变,别把自己的爱好道理强制实施他人身上。
2. 别随便问你的前度:你以后有何打算?因为,她未来的打算其实并与你无关,也没必要如实通报。正所谓:我们确实憧憬过未来,可是未来不见得有我们啊!
3. 我心里终于放下他了。这事实可以完全确认了! ^^

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最后,我删除了他的电话号码了。(haiz..他的号码,除非我失忆,不然是没必要储存了)
电话里的合照也删除了。(facebook已有记录,没必要让自己保存酱多照片)

就酱,回归我平静单身生活吧
日子一样过得精彩,因为有你们!



Review of 2013

I know 2013 is passed
Just feel like wanna to write the review of year 2013 as it was an important year to me
Year of 2013- a year which let me growth and time to start another journey of my life
There were few things which are important in my Year 2013. Lets share about them...

1. Final year of my Uni Life
It's my last time to be the leader for the group assignments
I knew I would probably not be a good leader, but i felt lucky that I had good members
To be grateful, I learnt a lots from them- we helped each other whenever we faced difficulties in finishing our task
Thanks to them for their kindness and forgiveness..giving me a memorable days in my Uni Life
People said Unimate are precious and I always believe that..
Please forgive me if I less contact with you guys
I know busy is not an excuse
But you guys always in my heart...
All the moments we spent together will always be the treasure to us

The moment with my Ipoh gang ^^
We celebrated birthday and enjoyed dinner once a while
We took our group pics for the last time in our Uni compound

 The moment with my HR gang ^^
We organized 3 days 2 nights trip in Langkawi..This is the moment we drunk and got crazy
  
We spent a night in Hatyai just because we wanted a trip to be there though it was so rushed
  
We cheong k and had our steamboat time with our beloved lecturer- Dr.Tan
We made funny faces while the lecturer very concentrate in his talk
  
We ate happily while our classmates are presenting their work in front of the class
   
We rushed our assignments in library like hell for hours
  
We purposely bought the same dress just for a short moment of taking pictures together
 
We took picture with our HR coordinator and this was our last class

 We only get close together after our final event- Seminar, and there's the time for us to decided to have our HR group pictures
 The crazy HR gang

 The moment with my Bei Fei gang ^^
 Since i already introduced this gang in my previous post, I assumed you knew our activities dy..hehe

 The Bei Fei group pic that I liked the most..

I love you guys as you always be a part of me...thx to have crazy moment with me =D

and finally the moment I become the Model and have my photographer friends
Their extraordinary photography skills always amazed me!
I learned a lots from them =)
Hehe..these are my perfect photography partners!! Credit to them! <3 br="">

2.The journey to begin my working life
People always said that the first job during your internship always be vital in affecting your decision.
I can't be agree more on that
but I shall be grateful to have my internship training in the company that I chose
The place where I met nice colleagues, nice boss and learnt new experience
A place which let me proceed my pace to the working life without more resting time
(Actually I had planned to visit some places or have some short break 1st after i finished my internship period)
I started my 1st job as temporary admin support immediately a week after I passed my report
All the process (finding rental place, car, seeking for job) is just too fast
and now almost 2 months passed...
I tried to grab the opportunities that had been provided to me
I had to try my best just hoping that I wun disappointed them..
For a while..I quite upset to myself being slow in progress..
Thx to my supervisor and colleague..who always gave me wise advise
"Do not scare to be slow in moving, as long as you learnt to be stable, you are strong enough to move forward!"

3. August month
Frankly to say, I don't mind if there's no one with me during Valentine day or other special festival.
But yet, not for my birthday...
My birthday of 2013...
I'm the one sang birthday song to myself..nah..why sound so pity..LOL
I had my bbf sent me the warmest wishes exactly passed 0000 (Just every time I will sleep early jek..hehe..purposely want him to hear my sleepy sound =P ) and I got his present from Taiwan! *muakss
I had 1 special friend help me celebrated my birthday- accompany me to the place the I planned to go for a long time dy, and bought a cake with surprise
I had him to accompany for almost a whole day, granted all my will on that day and promised to give a present to me until the time I meet him (hehe..I will see you soon..)
It's simple for this year.. little thing do make me feel touch..
I love you guys..

4. Wedding Year
Don't misunderstand. It's not about my wedding (I'm still s & a) but is my MCc ji mui (s) ' wedding!!
So sweet!!
 We are the family- 49th family.. Lol..our faces are like no changing at all
2 red booms had been sent..another 20 is waiting..LOL..faint @.@

Popular phase of the year when friends meet each other:
"When is your turns?" - belum ada bf lagi, lama lagi
" Why don't find 1?" - you say u want find 1, then the 1 will immediately appear meh.. @.@

Wishes of new year:
Don't ask me the questions above again.. please.

这样的女生。别爱她。

她会和每个异性朋友大声说笑,无所顾忌。
但是,当他们向她表达爱意时,她却像刺猬一样,保护自己。
她对爱情没有安全感,也给不了别人安全感。
她想对你负责,对她负责,对自己的过去和未来负责,但请你别轻易给她誓言和承诺,她很难相信,
她习惯在人前表现的很坚强,一副大女子主义的模样。
她是完美主义,对感情,容不得一点瑕疵。
她有时是迟钝的,在感情方面,她有时却很敏感,因为她在乎。
她有点懒,猫科动物喜欢睡觉的,她不擅长做家务,她喜欢悠闲自由的生活。
她不喜欢跟陌生朋友玩,更不喜欢不熟悉的人说爱她,有人会觉得这个女生有点冷,她太自我。
心里不想笑就不笑,不想说话就不说话,不想出去玩就不出去。
一定要对方先流露出对她有好感,她才散发她的热情,她爱的永远是对她最好的。
那个好她心里是有一个标准的,你的积分超过了那条线,她会爱上你。
但大多数没超过线之前就离开了。
这样的女生,她的心脏会时常痛,就像碾转在自尊下的爱,疼了痛了心死了,也说不出口。
她独立,也好强,她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿跟任何人人提前。

但其实骨子里,渴望有一个避风港湾,让她去依靠。
但她不会承认,她必须确定那个人是否可以承受这一切。
承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹、她的倔强、她的悲观,她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。
只有这样,她才放心,可以放心继续做自己,不会害怕有一天要面对失去。
其实她要的并不多,只是一个温暖的家而已。
她分手之后完全不像别人,在人前要死要活,她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗,
在听到朋友说有关他的话题时间,她不会回避,会参与,然后淡然微笑,她的表现总遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,没有人看得到她的眼泪。
她不会在恋人面前大声哭泣,但她会躲在被窝里独自哭泣到天亮,既便在你最爱她的时候
她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。她们不在乎,谁说什么都无所谓。
这就是她们,坚持做着自己,如果你看到她的眼泪,这是她骄傲的心不得已的放纵。
分开后你会发现她周围的异性多了起来,可你不知道曾经她为了表示对你的专注,疏远了那些朋友。
现在的她只是想找回原来的自己。
但是她会需要很长时间才会开始新的恋情。
她就是这样,死要面子,不认输不服软。
她从不轻言爱,她的爱很沉默,那并非是她缺少那份勇气。
在她心里有一个栅栏,那就是自尊,她看的比生命还重要的自尊。
如果这样的女生对你说她爱你,那就代表在她心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。
所以如果你不了解她、不懂她,请别爱她。。。